I'M LOST

i'm starting to doubt that real friendship is just a fairytale. i don't think i have any friends. And I'm right in any way. They're just gonna be there at your up and gone at your down. They'll leave you at the time they've started feeling bored with you, yeah, I'm boring and annoying and you won't want to deal with me. But, remember you first chose me as your friend. And honestly, even if you have the same annoying level as I am or even more I never thought of leaving you babe.  And look now, who's the disroyal bitches? Yet, you better leave know, cos I haven't given all of me and you haven't know how I really am, at the time you know I think you'll leave forever. So it's better now that later.