L.O.V.E

Love. 

1 word. 

4 letters. 

thousands meanings. 

hundreds emotions. 

countless pains. 

People commonly use the phrase "fall in love". Fall? Wouldn't it be hurt? I never afraid to fall in love, but the fear is always about falling for the wrong one, while in fact you will never fall for the wrong on. You just sometimes fall for someone who doesn't have any feelings for you. Is it wrong to fall for them? I don't think so. But "does it hurt?". Yes. It does hurt. 

Shouldn't love be that wonderful? So, why does it hurt? Why does it hard for stop falling in love, even when they had hurt you countless times? 

The problem is that you can never figure out others's feelings toward you. Sometimes you expect them to love you back, while they're just being nice to you. 

On the other side the real question is "does fairytale real?" , "doesn't it just full of shit?" 

They say that every girl has their own prince, it just the matter of time. Is it true?

While others say that if you are often fighting with one person, they love you without knowing. While at the time you start to love them, the proof just begins to tell you that they don't even like you. 

They say people love you based on your personality, while facts say that people love you based on your apperance. Is it fair to judge people based on their apperance? I guess not. 

I personally don't want to know about the real meaning of romance. Because sometimes love isn't all about romance, Mom's love for example. 

But honestly I'm tired of being in love. It was a great pain. Cause the fact is, you will never know other's feeling and you can't even tell it loud out about your true feeling because of the fear of losing them. 

I'm afraid of falling in love because it's a bet between rising higher and falling deeper.