MEMORIES

And we finally arrived at the very last part of school's days, that we common hated. The day that has been waited for a long time yet the most unwanted one, because in that day we gotta move on to the next higher level of life. The day we will start our journey separately. The day that everyone starts to go to a complete different directions. The day that will become the last memory of some people. The day that you will start to learn how to make friends again because they who have been in your life for a certain period time have chosen a different path of life. The day you will realize that you miss the moments that had passed. And this is no ordinary holiday that you will see everybody again at the time when the holiday ends. This holiday is going to be so long that you will never come back to the same people to the same school to the same classroom to the same activity. The time when your life changes. The time you will realize that every moments even the worst one makes your high school's day colorful. The time you will miss your stupid friends your annoying teacher your stupid chairmates your stupid besties and even your crush. But at the time you gotta move on to have another life ahead. But you will realize what you have left behind wasn't just a moments past, it was memories, the thing you will bring to the rest of your life. Because even the moments past, the memories stay forever. 

Some of us may found friends, some found lovers, but I found soulmates. 

Thankyou for the superB high school day.. It would be worse without every single person i met in highschool. 

And we may have found some real friends indeed in here.. HIGH SCHOOL ...

 

These pictures may not represent all my bestfriends, but friendship isn't about how much pictures we took, but it's all about how much memories we had and we will never forget. (MG,JA,F❤️) 

Once my dearest bestfriend told me this amazing quote :

"Friendship ISN'T about being INSEPERATED, but being SEPERATED and NOTHING CHANGES"

 

FAIRYTAILES!

PRINCESS! I wanna be  Princess who has a very kind and gorgeous Prince.. My dream prince. I don't know who or where he is. Fairytale always show that even the ugliest Princess always have a loyal Prince who being there whenever the Princess need him.. 

Somehow I'm always wondering if someday I will meet my dream prince. Is he exist? Are all fairytale true or is it just bullshit? That's the question my heart always ask. 

I WISH THAT A HAPPY LOVE STORY WHICH HAPPEN IN FAIRYTALE IS NOT JUST A BULLSHIT! 

Seeing all happy ending, all happy love story, watching all films, and facing the truth somehow make me realize that for me almost that was such a bullshit. 

Always having someone besides you, hug you, place to spill your tears at, to sharing all life's problem, cheer you up..................... IT JUST EXIST IN DRAMAS

Seeing how cute and sweet the couples are, in dramas. It's make me envy for real. It shows a perfect love story. But is a perfect love story ever exist? Everybody needs love, hug, affection, hug, and someone who love them sincerely without seeing their appearance. Someone who always provide a shoulder for their tears. 

AND A PRINCE WHO ALWAYS LOVE HIS PRINCESS!

... and until I met my prince, that time I will trust fairytale... :] 

LOVE, is when you feel happy and safe when you with someone, 

and feel the same thing if he's there or not. And a true love is . . .

. . . 

to INFINITY and BEYOND <3

XOXO,

little girl <3

NOSTALGIA!

Honestly, I'm still missing 9FG for real.. Every single thing, every single moment, and all the journey we've been through together. I feel 9FG is my second family, place where i go when I sad, the place where i share my happiness, the place where I'm crying, happy, laughing, and do many things. If I have ginnie, I will wish to replay all of our memories, cause sad and happy memories made all those memories last forever. Honestly I'm still crying when I remember all those memories. I'm miss hugging, laughing, joking, playing stupid things, Yeah, there's yearbook, but it just set of papers full of memories between us.

NOSTALGIA! <3

-vintage-

 Nasya, Me, Julius, and Mary. 

Thank you so much for this one amazing years, there were many assignments, but because of you all it feels so much fun. You've changed all the pain to happiness.. Thank you for our Jayusman and our guitarist ARMAN, our Boss REMI, our master JOAN, our singer SHAZA,ODEL,ARDEL,LOIS,NASYA, our Englishmaster MARY, our Chef OHA and JERE, our classcaptain JOVAN, our designer ESTHER, our engineer and photographer JULIUS, our toa ARAB, our ginnie EVI, and VERO, ELISA, FELITA, MARCOS, ANDRE, JPA, CUNSE, JEFF, OWEN, CISCA, YONA, APP, KILI, ACAN, YUKA, MARMUT, DANIL, JERJO. and our friends who has resigned from school JJ. 

Thank you so much Ma'am Ruth for all your guidance and kindness, to make us more discipline, and more independent! your kindness will last forever in our heart.

Will we met again in warmth as it used to? to memorize our sweet memories? Or if someday we meet, it will be just met some strangers?

Tears of happiness and missing always flow everytime I see this book, it reminds me to all unforgettable memories in 9FG. :') It can't describe to word how much I miss those moments GUYS! 

If I could I will repeat the moment in "Malam Sejuta Kenangan" while everyboy crying and hugging each other to recall all memories. I'm crying till' i'm on the bus and I saw all of my friends do the same thing, then one of  my friends said "Buat apa lu nangis?" then I stopped crying and trying to control my tears, but I couldn't the tears still flowing flood my face. I miss Bali's trip and all.. :'(:'):'(:')

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Holy Day!

Ke Singapore brg sepupu tuh bener2 seru .... Ke USS terutama! Gw naik hampir smua wahana disana! Terutama roller coasternya! It was a precious time being there ... Terutama roller coaster HUMAN vs. CYCLON! Seru abis dehh!! Ga serem koo seruu!! Klo kata org sereman cyclon.. Menurut gw malah sereman human! Oiya bedanya human sama cyclon tuh klo human kita duduk diatas klo cyclon kita digantung! Trus ya! Finally gw naik transformers! Luckily pas gw kesana lgi ga 'gitu' rame.... (~^O^)~ trus hri selanjutnya gw pergi ke MARITIME MUSEUM! It was such an amazing museum! Stamp masuk nya invisible! *norak* trus ada kebudayaan tiap negara gtu! Tpi masa iya batik itu bkn punya kitaa 😡 nyebelin bgt!!!

Nah trus for the next 3 days i'm in a ship mamen! VirgoStar ship namanya! Bisa disebut as KapalPesiar ! Isinya kyk mall kawan2 !! Ada Lido Theatre! Dan pastinya ada CASINO! Ada swimming pool! Trus ada prosotan panjang dan melingkar2 trus ditengah2nya kaca jdi bisa liat laut lepas. Trus ada library, activity room! spa, 6 restaurant.. Dan hampir smua resto gratesssss!! Love it ❤

Trus kita naik kapal itu buat ke Pulao Redang, Malaysia! Dan itu the most beautiful beach I have ever seen! White and soft sand! Light blue sea water! It feels like heaven! Sayangnya gw cuma bentar disana!! Trus kita balik deh! Nah trus stelah balik ke Singapore .. Gw Ke Harry Potter's Exhibition! Ya boleh lah isinya!!!

Trus gw balik deh!

Tgl 27-29 Juni gw ikut RetReat GKT!
"NOTHING COMPARES!"
Seru bgt!! We are LALAT PIKAT's TEAM!

And so on... Sekarang gw udh jadi Hi-Schooler! Keren kn istilah gw.....

Aduh tpi no matter what I'm still missing my FG ! ❤

Okehh.. Nanti ya crita ttg SHS nya ....

the REAL holiday

Hi, guys..

Sorry ya gw jarang nge post.. Ya U know lha gw tuh mualessss bgt!!

Oke back to d topic

Ini ni namanya liburan .. Tumben2-! Gw ga ngerasa bosen ato pun hampa *ecieee* beberapa terakhir ini.. Soalnua gw tuh org yg gampang bosen.. Sebenernya ge kangenn bgt sama 9FG, sumpah kangen bgt! Kangen jayusannya mereka, kangen nyanyi2 bareng sama mereka dengerin musik. Okeh ko jdi sedih gini.. Emg bener sih gw suka sedih sendiri.. Really miss those times..

Hhee.. Maap yaa kebawa suasana .. As my last post kalian tau kn kegiatan gw di liburan ini.. Nah ada kabar baik nih. Minggu ini gw ke Singapore *oyeeeaaahhh* trustrustrus minggu depannya lagi gw RETREAT ^^ *senangnyahatiku*

Udah lma banget terakhir kali gw liat muka temen2 gw :'( gw kangen cisca, agan, oha, epi, cici odel, shza, owen, yona, dan lainlain .. Terutama agan! And my lopely ex-chairmates CICI ODEL a.k.a Jocee a.k.a Jocelyn cordelia.. Aaa..

Tapi ya.. Sebenernya les gitar, piano, english itu seru kalo lu niat.. Temen2 gw ada yg kerja ada yg ke sekolah *anak pis* gw? Wkwkw.. Enak yaa pengen rasanya ikut magang.

Nih les gitar.. Gw diajarin metik.. Gw jadi suka sama gitar.. Trus gw diajarin nye-stem gitar. Nah ini susah nih.. Hearing gw jelek pula kalo soal nada.. Duhduhduh.. *tripleDUH* oke tapi gaapalah..

Belakangan ini gw suka bgt sama lagu "Only Hope"-OST dreamhigh SUZY demi apapun gw lagi tergila-gila sama drama korea yg satu ini.. Apalagi lovestory-nya "KimPilSuk" sama "Jason" di film itu.. It was so perfect .. Mereka milky couple yg sweet ngt sumpaah.. Dan cowo ganteng "SongSamDong" or KimSooHyun .. WooYoung or Jason and KimSooHyun or SongSamDong ganteng bangetngetngetnget.. Mungkin ini pertama kalinya gw suka sama artis kali ya.. Soalnya sebelomnya gapernah thu.. Dream High tuh bener2 musti kudu harus wajib mesti ditonton .. Karna tuh bener2 bagus bgt.. Lu bisa nangis senyum2 sndiri.. Itu bener bener recommended .. Kalo kata agan sih CityHunter juga bagus..

Oiya nih gw mau memperjelas AGAN itu MarcellaGandakusumah my beloved besties.. Jadi itu bukan agaan kaskuser.. So don't misunderstand ..

Oiyaa tentang lagu SUZY yg "OnlyHope" itu enak bgt inini lyricsnya

"There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh."

I love the lyrics .. Bener bener nyentuh.. Terutama yg "when it feels like my dreams are so far" wkwk.. Recommended song dh..

Trus karna bosen akhirnya gw nonton ulang dh Dream High ..

Okeeeh gw musti packing..

Byebyee........ See ya ^^

things I do in my LOOONGGG holiday

And not like others.. I spent my LOONGGGG holiday with many courses .. Jadi ginini ceritanya.. Gw bosen to the max tiap hari.. So, i got an idea.. Akhirnya gw les byk bgt dari gitar, piano, inggris (kalo yg satu ini udh lama) .. Tdinya sih pengen bultang nth jadi apa kaga.. Jadi tiap hari les... Kecuali Senen yg kykna bentar lagi bakal diisi dgn les badminton (~^O^)~ dan hari Selasa yg pstinya kosong...

Here my courses schedule (agak ga penting sih) :
*Senen -badminton (kalo jadi)
*Rabu - gitar (~^O^)~ dan EEC
*Kamis - piano
*Jumat - EEC

Dan lumayan lah buat ngisi waktu.. Drpd gw lumutan di rumah... Dan nanti bakal byk ret-ret pas akhir bulan dan bulan depan.. So excited .. Gw bingung kalo lgi sekolah pengen cepet2 libur klo udh libur malah pengen cepet2 masuk.. Kira2 itulah yg gw alami..

Tpi sedih juga nnti SMA ga akan sekelas lgi sama 'My Beloved Best Friend' marcella gandakusumah a.k.a ganda / agans ..

Okeh back to the topic......

It's been a long time since last time i touch my organ or keyboard and piano(i don't have any piano) And now, Idk from where I got an idea to learn it again (a little bit regret) but somehow I like it ... But I more enjoy play guitar, however.. And EEC I just passed my exam.. Now I'm in level POST INTERMEDIATE .. Tambah pinterr gw B-) wkwk *jk ...

So I have my own business in this super boring holiday..

And did you know? Sebenernya liburan gw byk pergi ada ke WATERBOM dan mall .. Tpi skrg dihukum gw ga pergi2 dh SO drpd bosen gw LES dh yg buaanyakk #curcol.. Hhee..

Okey ran outta idea!! See ya!

Friends are BORN not MADE

 

"Friends will be always friends forever"- a little girl

       time goes so fast. It already been 3 years since I first know you guys.

Friend will always be friends forever. There is ex-enemy, ex-couple, but there was no EX-FRIEND. Wish that all sweet memories will last forever in our heart.

 All the things we've been through together, thank you. Thank you is the only word I could say to. There were to many word to describe our friendship. Our friendship is just like diamond, it just a stone but when you scrub it, it will be the precious thing ever.

Perpisahan itu bukan sesuatu yang senang, tapi semua pasti ada ENDING. I will miss you guys. You cheer me up when there's no one around me. Tempat buat gw curhat, nangis bareng. Farewell party is the best moment ever. Kenangan bukan buat dilupain tapi buat dikenang selamanyaa. All the good memories, please don't let it just go.

Sebenernya gw gatau mau ngomong apa. Ini nih beneran perpisahan paling sedih. I just feel like I'm going to leave my family. I miss all time. Dari yang namanya iseng, jail, rusuh bareng, maen bentengan 1 angkatan, gila2an bareng, maen domikado 1 kelas. I sad when I remembered that time, it was the most precious thime in my life. Pengalaman selama 3 taon in tuh bener2 berarti bagi gw. I really really wish that I could make time stop and still here with you guys.

Pas kelas 7 kayaknya kita misah2 banget bahkan sampe sekarang gw masih bisa bedain mana 7F mana 7G. Tapi pas kelas 8 smmt 1 kita mulai kenal, dan kata 7F 7G udah mulai ilang. Kelas 8 smt 2 mungkin waktu paling keren dan indah buat gw. Gw mulai kenal dan ngobrol sama anak2 7G (upps! there's no 7F or 7G anymore, SORRY!) You are all my friends. Apalagi pas kelas 9, rasanya bener2 nyaman gw disini dilingkungan FG ini. Dari pertama my chairmates my dearest Jocelyn Cordelia / odel / jocee / cece, belakang kita Arman and APP/pepe.  Drama cleopatra, sampe ujian praktek. Kalian bikin kayaknya UN tuh waktu yang indah soalnya bisa ketemu kalian. Bahkan gara2 kalian sampe UN SBI aja ga berasa, kita masuk gapapa asal kita bisa ngumpul, nonton FILM HORROR bareng, ngepang2 rambut.

I really happy when try out, karena gw bisa lebih kenal sama anak2 deket nomor absen gw walaupun nomor gw agak ga bisa diajak kompromi, atas bawah cowo. But at all it was fun to have a friend like you guys.

These memories were too sweet to forgot. I love you guys..

Dari semua nya, I just want to say THANK YOU! Thank you for all the memories you've given me. I will never forget you guys. I just  wish that you never forget me too.

Friend are BORN not Made - 9FG Hoodie <3

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trying to make my own blog button by copy paste and paint also.